Lost

i am crying
but the tears are invisible
i need the truth
but i am fed lies
i want to be close
but i cant open up to the people who
want me to
i dont disguise things
people are too stupid to see them
i am an open book
to the world
but i am written in a language unknown
i am the only person i have
to turn to
and i cant find out who she is
i am broken
with no way to be fixed
i have a deadly disease that isnt real
and theres no way to be healed


i am lost
and there is no way to find me